Saturday, 4th April 2009 – THE PARTY….

Today is suppose to be a wonderful day..

Everyone is so excited to prepare ourselves for the fantastic party. We(me, PeiSun and SukKhuan) are busy preparing those chickens for BBQ. Almost everyone are busy EXCEPT some who are busy wif FIFFY and MOMOU. After that,, we watch TV till Ivan(host) and KeeYi come. Yeah!! Everybody takes some of the things and go to the BBQ place. We leave our bags and stuffs.. and suddenly… we have problems like never bring tis and tat..

Well, God blessed, everything are solved. So, me, Ivan, KeeYi, KhoiMeng, ZhanHong and PeiSun decided to go for a swim.. We are swimming happily(at least I do).. Then.. Moky and John come. John then jump into the pool, started challenging others into swimming wif him. When nobody wans to, disaster come..

Simply say, he started offending me wif all kinds of so called jokes..i dunno he realized or not..but being mischief and pervert really piss me off..Thinking of ur sis and aunt Sally, how they’ve make my life alive.., I juz oblige myself to forgive u.. and of course take as if nothing has happened.. U should give thanks to the LORD as Michelle’s still wif u.. And thx a lot.. u really had destroyed my hope and day.
After swimming, all of us go up to have a BBQ session and ‘how to cook’ lesson by Miss Moky(future aunt Sally). Haha!! Then, we BBQ happily.. Out of the blue., it rains heavily.. wif strong winds blowing off our plates and cups. U guys won’t believe this. OPY can juz take as if she’s living in the peaceful world where nothing bad happens.. which is like “Its only me and my PSP” thg, u see??

I then take a look around me.. and look at the dark sky.. I knew something bad will happen today. True enough, I’m force, again, to go back early at 9pm even though Easter Cantata practice was cancelled. 9.30pm oso tak boleh. Also wif the reason that they(my parents) nid to sleep EARLY. Guess wat? I reach home, and they slept LATE… about 10++pm!! I really dun understand.. Worse is I’m treated coldly by most of them.

By adding tis condition and the way John treated me.. It’s enough to drive me into depress.. Making my day a GLOOMY, POIGNANT and MISERABLE DAY..~. So, in order to solve my prob, I went to sleep earlier than expected. Perhaps, I should oso thx John for tat.. make me sleep EARLY so that I dun sleep during worship. Btw, I dun expect any apologies from anyone.. But John, pls change ur attitude for a better future. U should learn to RESPECT more(u know wat I mean)..

Before I sleep, I did honestly pray that God will 4giv my sins and those who sins against me. I pray too tat u guys will have as much fun as u guys can/could coz I dun wan ppl to be like me.. can’t enjoy my very last moment… I tell u.. even IF WEEKEAT come., I’ll juz act normal.. Juz take him in.. I dunno bout KeeYi.. Tis is wat I can say. Oh ya!! To Moky: do u get any stomachache after drinking SARSIVAN? And anyone eat the “SPECIAL CHICKEN” prepared by IVAN?? Apart from everything, thx to you and KhoiMeng for planning tis party and invited me. I felt like I’m in a family for awhile. Thx ALOT!!