The Most Fascinating Event's About to Come...

Oh yeah!! I'm going to be the easter Cantata pianist.. Haha.. Shock sendiri!! Trust me.. The songs are.. sooo geng!!! Haha...
Toolbook so.. hard and mafan in the same time.. Getting harder to use computer nowadays.. Thanks to SPM... haih....

The Day... Today.. RENEW!!

Everything in this site is renewed... Haha(its obvious).. Except the blog posts of course... Well, if any of you who get to access this site... Pls inform ur friend who doesnt get to, to readd my blog link.. K?? Bye!!

Sick.. Sick.. But jokes and motivation comes in...

Y ppl keep getting sick nowadays?? Even Ivan oso get sick.. First time see him take medicine.. The kind of panadol that dissolve into the water. It's exciting.. (nvr see be4 ma...)And today is soo boring... Everyday no teacher... Got oso the not-tht-fun teacher... Well, but i realize one thg that.. Pn. Rohana is a motivator.. Agree?? At least 5 Lambdaians agree... She had her own philosophy... plus the great/successful ppl's philosophies... Combining them do motivate us... Hmmm... lets say that she's a good teacher after all.. Oh ya! One more thing... Anybody have seen Cik Fadzelah get angry be4? I mean.. she loves to joke... noe? Always cheering the class... Weird, holding the cane oso she laughs.. Hahaha!!! LOL. XD

A Poem Dedicated for Friendship among Us.."Ours is such a cultivated friendship." Hope you guys like it... Comment in my CBOX. K?

Here in the midst
of a lonely abyss
A single joy I find...
your presence in my mind.
Alone I dare not climb...
with you I reach new heights.
The tides of life run in and out, and are often very choppy
Look towards the horizon and know that your waters will be calm once more.
You are as delightful as daffodils or a purring kitten,
Let's get together soon,
cause friends like you make the world a special place!
Ours is such a cultivated friendship.

Life is a carnival of fleeting light and dance
but playing, living and laughing together can make it last.
Wonder of wonders is a friend like you!
We have a history,
the kind that reaches far into the past,
and promises that in the future we'll remain friends...
forever.
Here's wishing you, my friend, a world of wonder,
Cast the gift of a lovely thought
into the heart of a friend.
I'm so glad we're friends, again!
Ours is such a cultivated friendship.

Sometimes when we talk,
I begin to feel like so many things are still possible.
That it's OK to believe I can do the things I dream of.
A lot of times I feel so much better after spending time with you,
it's one of the reasons I'm glad to call you my friend!
Thinking of you and hoping you're staying out of trouble.
The stars are in your favor,
true hearts on your side!
Thinking of you with love today--
just like every day!
Ours is such a cultivated friendship.

Nestled in my special corner
I think of good times shared with you.
The sea can wash away
everything but the memories will last,
as ours is a friendship that plays like a symphony...
lasting wherever we are..
Our hearts bind together,
forming infinite bonds--
a never ending friendship.
You make my world a little brighter!
You are my family and my friend,
Ours is such a cultivated friendship.

Happy...

Haha.. y am i soo happy..?? Coz i get to on9 nowadays to do my homeworks... as in putting a time wif my mom. haha.. cheering up!! Anyway.. Nearly finish my h.works.. haha... Ntg to say liao... Haih.. sry for the drama anyway.. It's ending..

Sigh... A "long day"...

Hi everyone! How r u guys doing?? Anyway, I wake up today.. at 8.15am(i think)... then sleep back till 8.30am... wake up again.. Bath.. drink 2 packets of cereal.. then.. guess wat? Off to skool.. to touch up some of my Seni Project... When i reached there, all i see's Intan and a group of Cheerleaders.. Gosh... can u imagine Mawar in Cheerleading???

Then, we waited for about an hour for others to come... Of course, we went up to the Seni room FIRST to prepare those Seni stuff... After tat, both of us search for Pn. Aslinda.. We searched like nobody business.. And got a news from someone tat Pn. Aslinda bersalin... Then, IN SHOCKED CONDITION, Intan ask the gal again... And she said maybe. For a while, Ustazah came and said she come to skool. We wry... while waiting for the late comers... Then, Nurul and a Japanese guy come... We discuss bout each others project.. Everyone draw so nice.. i think mine's the WORST.. haih... Then, PeiYuen... OR Reverse.. I forgot liao... Seems like PeiYuen's interested in talking to the Japanese guy. Juz tat she malu... Farhana.. come wif the Weird look like she's make-up. Time is clocking..., teacher still haven't masuk bilik Seni.. PeiYuen decided to chow... so does Nurul and the guy...

Suprisingly, teacher come.. Tat, really comforted us... She said she was in the bilik SU.. to kemaskini the exam stuffs.. Ok. then all three of us started doing our own works while listening to the songs from Farhana's hp, then Intan's, then mine. Basically, we are drawing some lukisan realistik following our own printed pictures.. The time's slow like tortoise.. Luckily, Intan have somethg to cheer us up.. She called Nurul for the Japanese guy's email.. Then while waiting for Nurul's reply, she called PeiYuen and ask her... Of course, she said YES!!! Then, the fun starts... Hehe...

Sigh.. 6 hrs in skool only drawing.. I can't take it anymore when my stomach started making noise... So i went to the condo to have my favourite Black Pepper mee!! Ya... everybody knows bout tis... Believe it anot, I add 2 plates and a cup of "Iced Tea"(Translate to canto urself). Then, go back to bilik seni and continue my works again... Till, 2.30pm.. Go back hme... I'm satisfy tat I ady finished my lukisan.. Juz tat I realize now tat the colour i coloured on my drawing wrong liao... Feel like crying now... But i dun care.. Juz modify them lah.. Takkan draw again rgt??

So, PeiSun.. I dun think tis's anyhow EMO to u, rgt? I'm cheering up ady.. despite of settling wif tat DRAMA, so to speak. I give u my word tat tis drama will settle soon, k? Or u want it to cont.. But if cont hor... SOMEBODY OUT THERE will insult The LORD again.. so how?? (Haih.. 1st time seeking advice from u...). Reply on my CBox, ya?? Bye!!

Taylor's College...

Haih.. today.. Set wrong alarm.. 5.30am woke up.. Crazy.. I thought i'm late. lol. Then, sleep again... Woke up again at 7.15am... Bath and bla3... Went down... to living room.. Wear my socks and the rest. Chow to skool.!! Almost everythere ady except few of them.. I went up to the class and took my sej paper.. Juz to finish Cik Fadzelah's work.. But it's too much.. How leh? Then.. everybody lk so yeng wif jeans.. haha... The talks on 1st impression very gd. The options after SPM oso gd. But im still on my boat.. sailing to nowhere... anyway.. moving on after cumin back to skool.. i went for tuition and tat.. non-stop... haih.. so tired...

Saya telah di"Bingkai Gambar"..

Wat the hell? Framed? I certainly dun accept tis.. Who's ababoom, huh?! Are u from the underworld? lost? Haih.. aiyo... why i always jadi decoy de?? so zharm.... others cannot meh.? choose ivan and see la..(jkjk) i tau la.. i kurang on9.. tapi tak perlulah guna nama gua..!!! brengsek!! see? make me kasar liao... luckily, i tak say the F word.. cemarkan my name oni... I on9 oso in skool.. during duty hours.. if i have a chance.. not like u on9 tak habis2... on9 saja buat kerja tak berfaedah... Saya tak berhak menghukum kau.. tapi Tuhan akan... (ei? Y suddenly bm de?)

Ahermm!! I hope u'll stop tis.. devil!! Pls dun feel hurt coz u're a devil, followers of Lucifer.!. do u know how satan works? read ur 'God words' u ungodly ppl!! I bet u dun even plead for forgiveness... coz ALL THE WHILE U R A SINNER... and a SINNER are earthly followers tat do not understand tat sooner or later u will be split, a chasm will befall on u... like the distance b'tween hell and heaven...!! Like i say.. i can't punish u.. im only a human.. God will. Tis time.. u should be praying for forgiveness... AND MEAN IT!!

Till then, i will kip to God's word: "He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,... to comfort all who mourn." Isaiah 61:1-2 (Dun wry.. i bukannya nak mati...)

Haih.. How many times i've to emphasize???!!! I'm going to say the truths RGT NOW!!!

Ppl change according to time.. Even i oso change.. I'm not the old DERRICK who used to be disturbed and bullied anymore. I make my decisions and follow them. Ivan's not the OLD IVAN u guys know.. lazy.. Now he has change a lil' become more hardworking. KeeYi.. still the same but worse. Joey.. speechless(dun dare to say). Moky.. Very 'spoiled egg'(in canto).. KhoiMeng semakin fat hau.. for some reason. ZhanHong.. I get more info bout places from him. WeeKeat oso.. i should say.. somethg's wrong wif him... Nik.. OMG... The Intan's gang.. more friendly than last year.. HonHerng.. Ikut Fassler for one reason tat everybody knows... Hakim and Idhzan.. oso better.. at least to me.. than last time.. JulianYee.. gd to me oso.. for some reason. TzeKitt.. dunno wat to say.. JeremyLui.. "Joey, u know...".. Khairil.. uhmm.. As dead as robot expression.. WeiJie.. pursuing his IT-ness in watever thg he do.. DerekLee.. kinda bad and gd in certain aspects... Geetha and the gang.. pretty gd. oso... SookKwan and Rowena.. always in their DREAM BOAT... ImanPratama.. uhmm.... too much of socializing... for some reason.. KeiYan and the gang.. "colder" nowadays... Last but not least.. Fassy.. Still the same.. but change a lil', i could say.

Ok. I've said enough.. I apologize for anythg i've said tat hurts u guys here. Well, tis's the oni way. Since i can't and i dun say the "F" word to anybody. And if u would like to comment on me., juz say or tell them in front of me OR IF u DUN WAN, juz write it on my CBOX. K???

The new face....

Haha... Everybody today looks new... I see KeeYi in Love NOT wif HUMAN BUT wif SONGS!! David Archuletta's Song!! Plus... Ivan wif new Add Maths face.., Which is impossible last time... Zhan Hong wif calculator-clever face. And ME, wif my genius face.. Jokingla... Sleepy face... coz sleep late marh... Haih... Basicly.. im waiting for the G-A-A-Y-A's BDAy!!! Can't wait to EAT!!!! HAPPY EARLY BDAY GAAYA!!!

Life on The Moon( A Sad Life) - Why?? Till When You Wanna Hide from me??!! Am I not Good Enough?! Juz Tell me Straight into My Eyes!!! I begged u....

I wake up in the morning as usual... Went to skool... And waited at the corner... Nothing less or more... I saw a mother hugging her daughter sooo tightly.. I wander why? Do u ever think why?

Every hugs may be the last hug... Well, like it or not.. we dunno when we'll die.. Touch wood.. we might die tomoro or after.. anytime.. without us realizing it.. Death can swipe us faster than anything else.. For example.. You can kill an ant juz by stepping on it. PIAKK!! There, the ant dies during its journey to its nest.

Perhaps it is now for us to think that love comes first. Some might not agree wif me.. for some reason.. BUT! I know.. our life's not as long as those ppl last time.. Like Abraham and his fellow descendants.. Coz of our sins.. God have shorten our life span.. Let me ask some question. Do u love someone before anyone else or perhaps more than yourself? Do u ever hug him or her? Have u ever have someone that you juz take as a petbro, petsis or your kaikor, kaimui or et cetera? Did everything went well from top to bottom?

I've seen enough.. And experienced this... The results may vary depending on individuals.. The person.. I've been wif juz a couple of weeks, the relationship when well for few days coming to a week.. Hmmm... Then, it went slightly out of the line... Something's wrong.. I dunno why.. Every question i throw to him seems to get a positive ans, WHICH i suppose its not an HONEST ANS. Takkan everythg oso positive.. rgt? Pasti ada negative.... It seems like i'm a ghost(invisible) in front of him... Whether there's someone around me anot. He oni layan the ppl around me, not me. When i ask why? Ans is "Nothing la.. Lazy to talk oni ma.." or "Lazy to think." Wat?! This's nonsense! That means Rajin to talk to others la?! IS IT?!

After a few days.. some particular problem persisted.. Complicated till i dun wanna tell. I've told him to change, as motivation., although i know it won't work.. But i got the scolding, so to speak, from him. Of course, i did call up for apology and the comfortable yet masked-ans came out from that his mouth. "Ntg. I'm tat sui hei meh??" Thanks... tat's so "comforting".. Then i read KeeYi's blog.. Something strikes me... I dunno why... Whenever i think bout it.. It strikes me.

Well.. I never like tis in our relationship... Plus.. I realized ppl are getting further from me... Even in my life.. Relative.. Friends... Close ones.. All of them getting further and further.. Am i tat monstrous?? Ppl.. why can't u juz tell me bout my mistakes or probs? Now i start to und the concept of living... The masked of life.. Always lying to faces... The "imperfect" smile... the "comforting" words.. and so on. It has never been true in my life that somebody is honest wif me.. Everything comes with an intention.. Some "backboned" words...

PPL!! JUZ TELL ME WAT U DUN LIKE BOUT ME AND DUN HIDE IT!!! ITS VERY PAINFUL!!!(may be, oni some of u will know this feelings of mine...) :(